Too fast

I’m a speed fiend – I like fast: fast snowboarding, fast travel, fast driving, fast food (sometimes), fast swimming & speedy progress. Being fast yields itself well to the world in which we live. We like microwaves, no lines, phone apps that help us avoid traffic & almost anything that makes us quicker, more efficient & speedy.
The problem with speed is that everything can become increasingly blurry, the faster our lives move. Speed enables us to overlook things, of which some are important beyond description. There is definitely such a thing as too slow, but let’s be careful that our lives get so fast that we neglect to live & love.

Busy & Engaged

It seems like my life, of late, has shifted into a higher gear – translation: become busier. I’m not so sure how that could happen, but it feels like that. But this “style” of being busy doesn’t leave me feeling frazzled – I’m tired at the end of each day, but not drained. As I think about this, here are some things that I’m learning:
*be present: wherever my body is, I’m making an effort to keep my mind, emotions, etc altogether w my body (this seems to make me less tired, fragmented & distracted)
*be prioritized: I’m trying to be more focused on a few key priorities & let the things that are lower priorities slide more
*be attentive: this is a little different than being present because with being attentive, I’m trying to listen for Gods voice better throughout each day & not just at random & haphazard seconds here & there
It seems to me that God has quickened the pace but I’m not feeling worn out 🙂

enemies of intimacy #4

I read this quote yesterday, “if things seem under control, you are just not going fast enough” – mario andretti (racecar driver).  In the past (maybe not so distant past), i’ve had some challenges with driving too quickly.  We could go into some humorous descriptions, but suffice it to say that when i was dating my husband, he complimented my driving, saying that, “you drive like you’re going somewhere.”  He’s a diplomatic man 😉

Seems like everything in our world is fast & getting faster:  iphones w 3G speed, wireless as opposed to high speed internet, faxes have become moribund & facebook lets us see what our friends are up to in almost real time.  i’m a BIG FAN of this speed evolution, but its not beneficial in all contexts (i.e. speeding tix & that’s all i’m gonna say about that right now).  Let me say to you that intimacy doesn’t grow & isn’t fostered at mach speed.  My husband & i have been married for more than 15 yrs & our relationship has grown & deepened over time.  We have a more indepth relationship now than we did when we were 5yrs married or 10yrs married, etc.  I anticipate that our relationship will be even deeper when we’re 25yrs married.

clockTake this premise & consider God.  I want a depth & intimacy w God that is indescribable.  But i can honestly say that my intimacy w God has definately increased the most over the past 5 years, i believe largely due to the increased quantity of time that i’ve spent w Him.  Time w God is an essential ingredient to intimacy w God.  Time w God can come in lots of different contexts & formats, but being intentional about spending time w God expresses w your actions that God is important to you & that you desire to be with Him.  Without such intentionality, intimacy w God can easily become an elusive & frothy expression lacking substance & grounding.